The Puzzle's in Peices
Sometimes having a house of my own scares me. So much to take care of, so sedentary. I have this dichotomy of dreams. One part of me dreams of a husband, a child for each of our hands and a family dog. No more work of the sort I do now, just the harder stuff of bringing up little round-cheeked mammals into human adults. The other part of me is a wind-wizened adventurer, hating that I have a permanent address, ready to get on a plane and go anywhere, desiring Peace Corps or DODs schools. And both of these parts of me are equally true. And I voice that I believe they can fit together. But I’m not living either right now and it’s this middle ground I’m trying to figure out.I alternately fear to give up yet another place in this world (I have tried others) with a good job, a good church and a comfortable home and envy those who change space.
posted by Me @ 22:15
1 Comments:
I can appreciate all of the above... But as for giving up blessings in search of dreams. I've never been a fan, the friends and all encompassing situation that God has put me in, is far greater than I can imagine elsewhere...which leads me to believe this is where I belong, at least for the time being...
-Mike
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